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is it more selfish to be single all the time or be in a relationship all the time?

i was listening to this christian talk radio and they were saying how, the longer you stay single, the more opportunities for selfishness you have, and the more selfish you inevitably become, the less eligible you become for a successful marriage.

more cheetos, please.

it's 2 am and i'm nowhere near being super sleepy.

i watched idle hands (semi-scary, regret that)
i watched tombstone (awesome, semi-scary again)
i ate cheetos
i tried on bridesmaids high-heels-of-death (very cute though, all in the name of beauty)
i kept them on and then played my guitar in front of my reflection in my bookcase door window thing
tried to write a song
tried to clean up and failed so i'm leaving it for tomorrow
made a master list of things to do before i go back to raleigh in a few days

i haven't slept in my bed my bed in SO long, i'm too excited to sleep in it! maybe i should take a tylenol pm. i want such good sleep and i haven't had that in a while.


i wish i had a wall made of whiteboard so i could write lists and lyrics all day and always be able to see them, but erase them in an instant. this idea was recently on teen cribs, circa MTV, but i thought of it before i saw it. ask austin, i told him like 3 weeks ago.