open my mouth and this comes out:

the leaves are changing

i have good new music:



Jess Ray & The Rag Tag Army




i'm so proud of my friends. this music is beautiful and moving. it pierces right to the heart of the matter.


i bought some autumn scented tea lights and made a 45 vinyl dish to hold one.

i'm planning a 10 day trip in my head, cabin involved.


my head looks something like this:
scrambled eggs
Jesus is so good
letting go
i don't want to work at cfa this week but i need to make money and make a big girl purchase, hmmm
thailand
graduation application
letting myself be open and vulnerable
cambodia
raleigh
blowing rock with leaves and ipod and cider
flannel
homework
singing singing singing songs songs songs
i want to write so many more songs

a more eloquent post to follow.