focus

i wish i had my glasses with me.

i'm sitting in cup-a-joe in downtown raleigh, my second coffee shop of the day.
i know it's the holidays and the first few days of my being home, and i know that the eating out will slow down. soon i hope.

i have to have a game plan. bfast at home. make meals. part-time job during the internship.

this coffee shop lets its customers smoke inside. i don't really like that, but everything else about this place i like. well, i don't like the mural on the wall per se, not necessarily my taste but i can appreciate it. so, everything besides those things.

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even post-shower, i smell smoke on me. the scent stained my skin. or my nose hairs.

i think the best feeling ever is a hot shower at night right before bed. there is nothing like clean skin on clean sheets!



my thoughts are scattered and my emotions are scattered and my belongings are scattered but it's okay.
it's all coming into focus.