i feel it all

1. i've spent too much money. i need to focus on the basics of what i want/need.

this means returning the glorious bra i purchased at the victoria's secret semi-annual sale (which attending always seems like a better idea than it is.)
sam, you want that ipod. you can afford it but not after purchasing superfluous undergarments!
you want that digital camera. you do. you do you do!
you also want a new bible.


2. tomorrow is "carpe diem last day in raleigh!" day.

beauty supply necessity shopping, hopefully with my marmee. cotton-balls, those little travel face-washy clothes, new toothbrush, etc.
ice skating and pei wei with my ladies!
return aforementioned bra. so sad.
decide if i like bare minerals?
bible shopping?
watch catch and release with marmee.
make dinner.
laundry.
pack.
make mixes for road trip to boone.


3. i have decided that i love movies.
i don't see them enough, nor am i anything close to a movie buff. i'm quite the opposite. i get really excited at totally corny chick-flicks. i just saw juno tonight and loved it, plus we were all alone in the theatre which is fun for the following:
running around
laughing stupidly hard and loud
commenting equally loud
burping
throwing popcorn
putting your feel all up onz the seats in front of you
yelling
etc.
and i can't wait for the darjeeling limited to come out to dvd so i can see it. i'm also really excited about prince caspian and 27 dresses. listen, don't make fun of me!
movies are like the little bits of chocolate of life.


4. things to do upon arrival in boone:

pray for another job
go grocery shopping!!
resume a proper and healthy sleep routine
resume healthy and normal eating habits
resume being frugal and bitey with my money
organize school stuff
listen to my missed records
put up new super-cool tiny shelf for the top bunk.
pray
do a snow-dance


5. i have a heart for lands, but i want a bigger heart for the people of those lands.

i picture rolling hills and giant architecture and exotic foods and bigger skies than i've ever seen.
i want to picture those,
but i want to really see faces, and hearts, and stories, and that point where sadness meets hope.


i'm sleepy. wash face. read Good Words. write it down. rest peacefully (Lord, please please please...)