the bummiest friday in the history of fridays

"it's all happening, it's all happening."

it's 5:02. i'm still in my pajamas. un-showered.

my stuff is all over the apartment. which in OCD-code means that my guitar is on the couch, there are a few dishes in the sink, and 2 beds are un-made.

this week has been a little intense for me. it seemed like every single class of mine had some kind of huge something due this week, usually on the same day that something else was due. it seemed like every moment of every day was set aside for reading an article or writing a few pages of a paper or rehearsing, a schedule i didn't exactly adhere to perfectly, of course.

on tuesday i called my mother and found out that my dad went into the hospital because of chest pains. my dad is 65. that scares me. they put stints in his heart. i don't even know what that means exactly. i wanted to go home but my mom wanted me to stay. school and money and whatnot. it doesn't even seem real to me. it would have if i had seen him in the hospital bed.

so that's been on my mind but i haven't really talked about it. and i don't want to think about it. it's not even that big of a deal, bit it could have been, and that's just the thing.

a nice part of this week was getting a dozen yellow, pink, and orange tinted roses on february 13th from a guy that treats me like a complete lady and i don't even feel like i deserve it.

today i have eaten lays original potato chips. a half of a king size reeses crunch bar. and 2 cups of v8 splash fruit medley.

i have watched episodes of america's next top model on the mtv marathon. i have watched the travel channel's do's and don't of hawaa'i traveling. and now i'm watching almost famous, a movie i've never seen and never really heard a ton about, but it was in our giant dvd drawer so i thought i'd give it a try.

and i love it.

i've also purchased two songs that i've always needed in my music library but never had, peter gabriel's "in your eyes" and modern english's "i melt with you". also joshua radin's new ep, which i really enjoy!

i want summer-colored skin so badly right now. here's to the bummiest friday in the history of fridays!