life, and the procrastination station

i'm in the library again today, but experiencing much less stress than last time. oddly enough, i probably should be stressing more. i'm looking to my right and there's a blue flyer on the table about a stress-free study break with free food and stretching and breathing deep. today has been a strange day.

breakfast as an exam.
beautiful weather.
new yellow frock.

....but i couldn't find my flash drive, i have to pay a lot of money this summer i wasn't expecting to pay, i have no idea what kind of furniture will be (or if there will be any)in our apartment this summer, and i officially ran out of money on my meal card.


bugh. that's a lot to chew on for one afternoon. i am the kind of person that, when something of that magnitude hits me in the face, i just can't say anything. i'm stunned, and it's better that i don't find words to say, i think. i can sort through my feelings a lot more clearly when i'm outside of the situation for a little bit. so, i just had to hop in the car and drive to campus to get away, and so far it's been enjoyable.


just a quick testament of His grace: all of this was met with the perfect song at the perfect time, a beautiful long-awaited letter in the mail, a mini-storm, a sister phone call, a free turkey caesar wrap from tiffany, and psalm 25:10


All the ways of the LORD are loving and faithful
for those who keep the demands of his covenant.


i have to make mention of that. i don't have to know how it will work out.


i haven't heard thunder in so long. it was such a welcome sound, like hearing an old friend say hello again. i'm so ready for you, summer, as much uncertainty as you bring along with you.


today: finish assignment, print, drop off, watch last episode of season 7 of f.r.i.e.n.d.s, pray a lot
tomorrow: holy and sacred last day as roommates day, filled with top-secret adventures in valle crucis(but mostly an unhealthy amount of cookout and f.r.i.e.n.d.s.)
wednesday: political science exam... and DONE! yes! work at gladiola girls
thursday & friday: home-time-fun-time, bridal hair, lunch dates, sunbathing, et cetera...
saturday: celebration in boone! new dress and all.