wonky wednesday

oooh today. today today.

i was late to dance (again) and was prepping myself to walk in embarrassed and all... and as i approached the door i thought to myself, "what if by some amazing twist of fate class was canceled today? no, no, it won't be." and not a second later one of my classmates walked out of the building saying class was canceled. awesome! so i had a leisurely study time in crossroads while waiting on my spanish class.

that was done at noon, and here i am at two, still on campus and enjoying a free afternoon. i...

ate salad and soup and half a grilled cheese at the light side of welbourne.
decided that i should throw a tea party and everyone who comes should dress british and talk in british accents. my friends approve.
sat and chatted with a friend about stuff i've really been struggling with this semester.

i think i might take my compy and record some stuff in the music building. i'm dying to get away for a little while.

that's just it. i'm unsettled although it's a pretty day outside and i haven't much to do. my poetry has been all wonky and my mind has been all weirded out. i have a research proposal due tomorrow and i'm searching for something i actually would enjoy researching. hello, passion? where'd you go? i'm itching to get out of here for a while, to do something meaningful. there is a boy sitting next to me at the coffee shop and he is beating his pencil on the table in an annoyingly loud rhythm. to my surprise he does not, in fact, have headphones in.

after writing and deleting a giant portion of what i think i need, i say with assuredness,

i need to spend some time in God's presence.


listening to:
copeland - you are my sunshine
death cab for cutie - transatlanticism

drinking:
vanilla steamer with whip

wanting:
my glasses