this is why i sleep in a ball in the middle of my bed.

today i woke up at 2 pm.

last night i slept with all the lights on because i heard alien noises and knew a big slimy monster hand was going to grab at my feet if it was dark.

yes, i am 21!!

so that's why i woke up at 2 pm. probably the crappiest, scariest then funniest now night since the second grade.

so today i woke up at 2pm
i put on shorts that say "LOVE PINK" on the back and made myself some coffee.
i realized, i am not very good at making coffee, but i liked it anyway.


i went to the financial aid office.
for reasons i would go into but probably shouldn't because i'm still emotionally distraught-
appalachian state university financial aid office goes on my BLACK LIST.
right before mcdonald's cancer burgers and right after WalMart.

it made me cry, also the most child-like cry i've had since the second grade. might have something to do with getting zero sleep because of irrational fears about aliens, ghosts, and burglars.